Stages of "waking up"
First there is the fear. This stage took a lot of meditation to overcome as I constantly released fear and fearful thinking. It took a lot of research and sifting through information to come to my own conclusions. Watching The Secret on YouTube really helped.
I realized that all the fear based propaganda and ideas like agenda 21 and chemtrails and GMO s etc. are all true but I was adding fuel to the fire by being fearful about them.
I shifted my thinking and released the fear and decided to state verbally and during meditation that those things will not happen in my reality. You see we create our reality (to a pont) so I choose to put energy into the things I do want. I tell myself daily I want blue skies, clean air, nutritious organic food and clean water.
I find this process has shown me we must first see the dark or fearful things in order to choose what positive reality we want. All a part of the becoming aware process. After the fear released, there was a period of great joy and peace. I was calm happy and rested. This seemed to be a crucial resting point in order to prepare me for the next phase.
Next, was the period of stripping down to basics or actually actively creating the reality I wanted to be in. This was a time of stress, fatigue and reevaluation of what is and is not working in my life. Work was starting to affect my relationship with my husband and son. That was when I knew I needed to be done running daycare. So how can I do that and still financially be ok? Well after lots of late nights and research I stumbled upon the tiny house movement and we decided to go for it.
As they say, the rest is history.
As they say, the rest is history.
